Hi Caleb, baby, We’re in the beginning of month 9! The thought that you’ll be here soon is mind-blowing and surreal. You’ve been making your presence known more and more over the last few weeks, rolling, jabbing, and stretching all over the place. It’s pretty hard to ignore, little guy. Last night Daddy put hisContinue reading “The Last Leg”
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July 22, 2020
The days have been dragging more than usual. This Friday it will be two months since I miscarried and as I wait for the day to arrive it feels like I’m waiting for an eternity. Two months pregnant and two months childless. There was always something to learn and look forward to as each weekContinue reading “July 22, 2020”
Processing Anger
Over the course of the last three-ish weeks, I’ve realized that there’s something new to work through every day. I mentioned in my previous post that I was having a hard time praying and being vulnerable with God. This weekend, as I took my monthly Sunday off from leading worship, I was allowed time toContinue reading “Processing Anger”
The Week of Appointments
In an attempt to normalize this (miscarriage) a little bit more, for myself and whoever might be reading this, I think I need to write down all of the feelings and thoughts that I experienced before and after the miscarriage as I trekked back and forth to the doctor. When you’re in the thick ofContinue reading “The Week of Appointments”
Hi, Baby
CW: miscarriage Hi Baby, It’s been five days since I last wrote to you. It feels like it’s been much longer than that. It’s raining and thundering right now. The sky is really dark. It makes me want to lie in bed and do nothing.I missed you a lot last night and I thought aboutContinue reading “Hi, Baby”
Drops of Jules 